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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I am alone

I am alone
Where all the people go?

I am alone
Why everybody was running from me?
I need you, friends
To colour my life
I can’t stay here without friends

I am alone
Living in a lost family
Mama is in her boutique
Papa is in his office
Where am I?
Staying here alone
Waiting for them to come back

I am alone
Everybody has their own world
What about me?
I don’t have any
I don’t have my own world

I am alone
I beg your love
I beg your kindness
I beg you warm
I beg your shelter

Give me all that
So that I can lead my own world
So that I would not be lonely anymore

Yourself

The sea is so deep
Until I cant see what beneath it

The coconut tree is too high
Until I cant reach the top

The wind is too light
Until I cant feel the breeze

The chalet is too old
Until I can’t determine when it was built

The sun is too bright
Until I cant open my eyes

The sky is too calm
Until I cant see the scene behind that

This place
Gathered all information of yourself
As the most hardest person to be understood

The person I admired most

You are as calm as the sea
You are beautiful as the beach
You shining my life
as the sun shining the sea

Your emotions are deep as the deep sea
You might be oldies to others
like those rusted wood
But deep inside my heart
You are the most great and gorgeous
human that I ever met
and that’s the reasons why I admired you,
Mom…

Come here, Love

Dear Love,
Where have you gone?
You left me alone
In this strange world
You left me with all of our memories
In this weird place

I beg you
Come here, Love
Don’t live me alone
Coz I need you in for the rest of my life
To give me hope
And to warm my life

I want to see you smiling at me
Instead of me smiling alone
I want to replay all our sweet memories

Come here, girl
Come here
I need you

Friday, September 19, 2008

…a WoRD to HeavEn…

My friend,
Do you still remember
The time when we used to be together
Happily laugh faces smiling
You shined my life
You warm my life

You and I are never alone
You got me
And I got you
We danced together
Leading to a successful future

But
It is just a black and white movie
Coming down to my mind
Playing the plot
Playing the sound
Because
Everything was taken back from me
In a blink of a second
Your body separated from soul
Taken away to heaven
By the most powerful God

Those yesterday memories
I sent back to you
I hope it can reach you
For you to read in heaven….

...My iNSpiraTIOn...
Sitting on the chair
on left
Through the window
cars moving non stop
Looking in front
a portrait of happy family
nicely put on a frame
books and notes arranged skilfully
a pen holder fills up with colourful pens...
This Exclusive place
given me lots of inspiration
for all the tasks to be completed
with all the inspiration
getting from here
Has given me a successful life...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

...tHe FastING MonTH...

RAMADHAN came again..
With the lighting hope and wish..
Only few days to cover…

With the coming Ramadhan..
The best month of the year..
To pray to wash away all the past sins..

But
Only few days left
To silently praying
To get as much credits as I could..

Ramadhan never wait for us
Only us have to catch it..
So that we would not feel regret

if we cannot experience
the next Ramadhan..

Ya Allah!
give me blessed in this Ramadhan
give me chance for me
to be an obidient slave and servant for you..

...vALue and ThingS...

I stood outside of an old house. The rumors that I heard from my friends kept running in my head. There was a young girl who lives in that old and rusty house. But nobody knew who she is. She never showed herself in public. I’ve been thinking about this girl long time ago. The mysterious that she brought and spread to my house areas made me feel an urge to see the real condition of the house. If possible, I want to know about this unique creature.

As I opened the door, I saw rugby balls on all over the floor. Who is she? Is she is the one who likes to play rugby? I can’t imagine how a girl plays rugby. But maybe she kept all the balls so that every time she bored, she could play pr throw them to the wall. I don’t know. It made me feel more curious to know about her.

I walked long the living room. Then I saw a leather jacket hung on the cupboard. A leather jacket? What has she done with that? Yearrgghh.. I know. She is maybe a detective. No wonder she is so mysterious. She wore the jacket to hide herself from public.

On the table, there was full of business cards. Now it makes sense. No wonder she has lots of cards on the table. She is a detective. These owners of the cards were her clients. Then I saw a brand new laptop. Quite a branded girl! She might use the laptop for her work.

Suddenly, there was somebody came out from the room. I quickly tried to hide myself. Oh, no!! Its too late. But! Look again. That human who came out from the room was not a girl. It is he! A gorgeous and tough man was staring at me. Oh, my God! What I’ve heard before was not true. It is not a girl who lived in the house but a handsome man.

And because of that incident, I’ve been summoned for breaking into his house. What ashamed!!!

...fICtioN CharAcTerS...

The fiction characters that I love most are the one in Totally Spies series. They are Samantha (Sam), Clover and Alex. The characters reminded me to Charlie’s Angels. The three of them are students in one of the high school in Beverly Hills. They also acted as superhero who tried to save the world from any harm done by the illegal parties.

Sam is the most intelligent of the group. She has long hair and wears a green suit. She always portrayed as the calmest and relaxes among the group members. She knows how to handle difficult situation using her intelligence. Besides, Clover is considered as the leader of the group. She has medium length blonde hair and wears a red suit. She is portrayed as the normal teenager who is addicted to shopping and boys crazy. Apart from that, Alex is the one who has short and black hair. She wears a yellow suit. Among the members she is the clumsy one; however she did contribute in working towards their mission.

I did not specific which character I like most because the three of them have unite to be the most perfect character. They are like combining themselves to be one. I choose them because they have portrayed a brave and power girl. Even though they are ladies, they did not afraid of done something beyond their ability. In fact, in the series, they are brave and strong more than man.

Apart from that, they are very fashionable. Usually girl who is brave they will act more like boys. However they did not. They are just normal teenagers who are very careful in choosing dress, make up, and boys.

Moreover, they are smart. They know how to use their time wisely. They are high school students and at the same time they save the world. Most of their times was packed due to these duties. Nevertheless, they never neglect their studies and they also active in every activity that the school did.

Different characters have different personalities. Sam is excellent in academic, Alex in sports while Clover in social activities. Their characteristics really suit each other. In every mission, they helped each other using their own strength. And most of the time, they succeed.

Furthermore, I am really fascinated with how they used gadgets that be given to them. Their gadgets are all in ladies fashion. However, there are very useful in settling their duties. They used them in a right and complex situation. Even though they faced a very challenging situation, they just act calm. They would use their knowledge that they got in class and apply in the real situation. Those three girls are superb to me!!!

...ReaDinG and Me....

Reading is a part of my life. I read for entertainment, for information and also for upgrading my level of proficiency. I learned reading since I was four years old. Started from reading pictures, letter and then knowing how to blend the letters to get a meaning from the words until now I managed to finish reading a book.

When I was small, my parents always encourage me to read. In fact, until now my mother still nagging at me when I less read newspaper. My parents encouraged me with reading when they bought a poster of alphabets with pictures and hanged on my room’s wall. I learned reading the alphabets with the pictures as the pictures were colourful and attract me.

Besides that, when I was six years old, my kindergarten teacher taught me to read books that come together with the activities. I learned to recognize shapes, objects, colours and many more. During that time I learned how to spell and pronounce the words

Moving to the next stage, I began to read simple story books in Malay such as Malay and English fairy tales. The curiosity to know about the stories has made me to feel an urge to finish reading the story line. Besides, pictures in the book helped me lots in understanding the story. I still remember when I was in standard two; my father bought me a thick book comprises many Malay fairy tales such as Bawang Merah Bawang Putih, Pelayaran Gulliver, Maharaja yang Angkuh and many more. It was a present for me when I was excel in the exam.

Furthermore, my father also bought me a series of story books combined with the cassettes. If I felt bored to read, I would listen to the cassette so that I would get the reading mood back. I also found out how to pronounce English words as the cassettes also provided with the English story books.

Reading those books has widened my knowledge. It helped me to know about my culture as Malay stories also provided with the culture as well. I began to explore new things. For the books that have good moral values like ‘Si Tenggang Anak Derhaka’ has made me aware of my duty to my parents. Even though at that time I was not mature enough to think like now, I still got the moral of the stories. In fact, I was afraid if my destiny would be like Tenggang, I began to be more polite with my parents.

After that, I began to read more complicated books which have more pages to read. Like in standard four and the rest, I read books like Mastika and few magazines. Mastika has many strange and ordinary stories. Therefore, it helped me to be more mature in life. I read what an adult read so that I could think like them. Moreover, I could learn about life in a wider perspective.

In conclusion, my reading history has rooted from many different sources. All that has helped me to look at world from the new perspective.

...wRItinG oBSTAcleS...

Writing is a must part in developing proficiency when we learn a new language. As in English, we must consider several aspects in producing a good piece of writing. Some of the aspects are grammar, vocabulary, sentence pattern and many more.

For me, writing in English sometimes can be an easy task but sometimes it provides quite a challenging task to be completed. While finishing writing in English, I did go through several hardships which hindered to complete the task in more easy way.

First and foremost, I was lack of vocabulary. It made me stuck and cannot continue the writing when I could not find any words that suit with my idea. To solve this problem, I would look up the dictionary and find synonym to search for the words that I want.

Second is the grammar part. English is a language which has many rules to be followed. Occasionally, I would be more careful in this part so that I would not make an obvious grammar mistakes. Tenses are the most part that I am worried with. I have a problem where I always get confused how to use those tenses in English.

Third is the flow of ideas. In order to produce a good essay, the points must be in sequenced and have a flow so that the reader can easily understand our story. However, for me, there were times where my idea would jumble up did not suit the flow of the essay. To avoid this, I normally would make a mind map and put all my points so that I can see my points clearly and how to arrange it.

Fourth is searching of ideas. When I was not very familiar with the topic given, it made me hard to find good points. As a result, I always goy stuck in writing where I could not find points to support the essay. What I would do is I would consult my friends and search from internet.

Overall, learning how to write is an ongoing process. In order to upgrade my level proficiency, I would read more so that I could be more familiar with the language.