Thousand Words

Looking at this picture, we can straightly guess the setting of where the picture was taken. Obviously it was in a room and specifically, in a classroom. This is because there were few books placed on the table. The arrangement of the chairs and tables also described the setting of a classroom.

The people in the picture are all students because one of them, the girl in a red dress was wearing a matrix card. There were two male students and three female students. On the table, there were also files, books and pencil case. There was also a big black handbag which probably owned by the girl with the red dress. At the wall, we could see that there was a switch box. The switch box was to control the electric for this classroom.

The time for the picture was taken during night. This was due to the reflection of the lamp on the mirror. The lamp was switched on. Based on the picture, I could see that maybe the students were waiting for their lecturer to come. Or maybe they have just come back after taking rest for few minutes. The girl with the red dress, Farah, was happily speaking through her handphone. She was smiling. She might be talking with her friends.

While Suhaili, the girl who wore white scarf who turn her face to the other side might looking to Farah. Farah was calling someone to get information and Suhaili was trying to hear it too. Asyraf, the guy with spectacle was writing something on the book. He might try to finish his homework. While the other guy, Heikal was looking deeply and it seemed like he was thinking of something. Maybe a bunch of assignment, I guess. Thinking when would be those assignments would be completed.

The other two girls, Aziehan and Syuhada were also finishing their homework. They were writing something on their book. Looking at this situation, these students might get bored because they did not have anything to do while waiting for their lecturer. This included the girl who took the photo. She was also bored; therefore, she took this picture. This picture contained of thousand words…

I am alone

I am alone
Where all the people go?

I am alone
Why everybody was running from me?
I need you, friends
To colour my life
I can’t stay here without friends

I am alone
Living in a lost family
Mama is in her boutique
Papa is in his office
Where am I?
Staying here alone
Waiting for them to come back

I am alone
Everybody has their own world
What about me?
I don’t have any
I don’t have my own world

I am alone
I beg your love
I beg your kindness
I beg you warm
I beg your shelter

Give me all that
So that I can lead my own world
So that I would not be lonely anymore

Yourself

The sea is so deep
Until I cant see what beneath it

The coconut tree is too high
Until I cant reach the top

The wind is too light
Until I cant feel the breeze

The chalet is too old
Until I can’t determine when it was built

The sun is too bright
Until I cant open my eyes

The sky is too calm
Until I cant see the scene behind that

This place
Gathered all information of yourself
As the most hardest person to be understood

The person I admired most

You are as calm as the sea
You are beautiful as the beach
You shining my life
as the sun shining the sea

Your emotions are deep as the deep sea
You might be oldies to others
like those rusted wood
But deep inside my heart
You are the most great and gorgeous
human that I ever met
and that’s the reasons why I admired you,
Mom…

Come here, Love

Dear Love,
Where have you gone?
You left me alone
In this strange world
You left me with all of our memories
In this weird place

I beg you
Come here, Love
Don’t live me alone
Coz I need you in for the rest of my life
To give me hope
And to warm my life

I want to see you smiling at me
Instead of me smiling alone
I want to replay all our sweet memories

Come here, girl
Come here
I need you

…a WoRD to HeavEn…

My friend,
Do you still remember
The time when we used to be together
Happily laugh faces smiling
You shined my life
You warm my life

You and I are never alone
You got me
And I got you
We danced together
Leading to a successful future

But
It is just a black and white movie
Coming down to my mind
Playing the plot
Playing the sound
Because
Everything was taken back from me
In a blink of a second
Your body separated from soul
Taken away to heaven
By the most powerful God

Those yesterday memories
I sent back to you
I hope it can reach you
For you to read in heaven….

...My iNSpiraTIOn...

Sitting on the chair

on left

Through the window

cars moving non stop

Looking in front

a portrait of happy family

nicely put on a frame

books and notes arranged skilfully

a pen holder fills up with colourful pens...

This Exclusive place

given me lots of inspiration

for all the tasks to be completed

with all the inspiration

getting from here

Has given me a successful life...

...tHe FastING MonTH...

RAMADHAN came again..
With the lighting hope and wish..
Only few days to cover…

With the coming Ramadhan..
The best month of the year..
To pray to wash away all the past sins..

But
Only few days left
To silently praying
To get as much credits as I could..

Ramadhan never wait for us
Only us have to catch it..
So that we would not feel regret
if we cannot experience
the next Ramadhan..

Ya Allah!
give me blessed in this Ramadhan
give me chance for me
to be an obidient slave and servant for you..

...vALue and ThingS...

I stood outside of an old house. The rumors that I heard from my friends kept running in my head. There was a young girl who lives in that old and rusty house. But nobody knew who she is. She never showed herself in public. I’ve been thinking about this girl long time ago. The mysterious that she brought and spread to my house areas made me feel an urge to see the real condition of the house. If possible, I want to know about this unique creature.

As I opened the door, I saw rugby balls on all over the floor. Who is she? Is she is the one who likes to play rugby? I can’t imagine how a girl plays rugby. But maybe she kept all the balls so that every time she bored, she could play pr throw them to the wall. I don’t know. It made me feel more curious to know about her.

I walked long the living room. Then I saw a leather jacket hung on the cupboard. A leather jacket? What has she done with that? Yearrgghh.. I know. She is maybe a detective. No wonder she is so mysterious. She wore the jacket to hide herself from public.

On the table, there was full of business cards. Now it makes sense. No wonder she has lots of cards on the table. She is a detective. These owners of the cards were her clients. Then I saw a brand new laptop. Quite a branded girl! She might use the laptop for her work.

Suddenly, there was somebody came out from the room. I quickly tried to hide myself. Oh, no!! Its too late. But! Look again. That human who came out from the room was not a girl. It is he! A gorgeous and tough man was staring at me. Oh, my God! What I’ve heard before was not true. It is not a girl who lived in the house but a handsome man.

And because of that incident, I’ve been summoned for breaking into his house. What ashamed!!!

...fICtioN CharAcTerS...

The fiction characters that I love most are the one in Totally Spies series. They are Samantha (Sam), Clover and Alex. The characters reminded me to Charlie’s Angels. The three of them are students in one of the high school in Beverly Hills. They also acted as superhero who tried to save the world from any harm done by the illegal parties.

Sam is the most intelligent of the group. She has long hair and wears a green suit. She always portrayed as the calmest and relaxes among the group members. She knows how to handle difficult situation using her intelligence. Besides, Clover is considered as the leader of the group. She has medium length blonde hair and wears a red suit. She is portrayed as the normal teenager who is addicted to shopping and boys crazy. Apart from that, Alex is the one who has short and black hair. She wears a yellow suit. Among the members she is the clumsy one; however she did contribute in working towards their mission.

I did not specific which character I like most because the three of them have unite to be the most perfect character. They are like combining themselves to be one. I choose them because they have portrayed a brave and power girl. Even though they are ladies, they did not afraid of done something beyond their ability. In fact, in the series, they are brave and strong more than man.

Apart from that, they are very fashionable. Usually girl who is brave they will act more like boys. However they did not. They are just normal teenagers who are very careful in choosing dress, make up, and boys.

Moreover, they are smart. They know how to use their time wisely. They are high school students and at the same time they save the world. Most of their times was packed due to these duties. Nevertheless, they never neglect their studies and they also active in every activity that the school did.

Different characters have different personalities. Sam is excellent in academic, Alex in sports while Clover in social activities. Their characteristics really suit each other. In every mission, they helped each other using their own strength. And most of the time, they succeed.

Furthermore, I am really fascinated with how they used gadgets that be given to them. Their gadgets are all in ladies fashion. However, there are very useful in settling their duties. They used them in a right and complex situation. Even though they faced a very challenging situation, they just act calm. They would use their knowledge that they got in class and apply in the real situation. Those three girls are superb to me!!!

...ReaDinG and Me....

Reading is a part of my life. I read for entertainment, for information and also for upgrading my level of proficiency. I learned reading since I was four years old. Started from reading pictures, letter and then knowing how to blend the letters to get a meaning from the words until now I managed to finish reading a book.

When I was small, my parents always encourage me to read. In fact, until now my mother still nagging at me when I less read newspaper. My parents encouraged me with reading when they bought a poster of alphabets with pictures and hanged on my room’s wall. I learned reading the alphabets with the pictures as the pictures were colourful and attract me.

Besides that, when I was six years old, my kindergarten teacher taught me to read books that come together with the activities. I learned to recognize shapes, objects, colours and many more. During that time I learned how to spell and pronounce the words

Moving to the next stage, I began to read simple story books in Malay such as Malay and English fairy tales. The curiosity to know about the stories has made me to feel an urge to finish reading the story line. Besides, pictures in the book helped me lots in understanding the story. I still remember when I was in standard two; my father bought me a thick book comprises many Malay fairy tales such as Bawang Merah Bawang Putih, Pelayaran Gulliver, Maharaja yang Angkuh and many more. It was a present for me when I was excel in the exam.

Furthermore, my father also bought me a series of story books combined with the cassettes. If I felt bored to read, I would listen to the cassette so that I would get the reading mood back. I also found out how to pronounce English words as the cassettes also provided with the English story books.

Reading those books has widened my knowledge. It helped me to know about my culture as Malay stories also provided with the culture as well. I began to explore new things. For the books that have good moral values like ‘Si Tenggang Anak Derhaka’ has made me aware of my duty to my parents. Even though at that time I was not mature enough to think like now, I still got the moral of the stories. In fact, I was afraid if my destiny would be like Tenggang, I began to be more polite with my parents.

After that, I began to read more complicated books which have more pages to read. Like in standard four and the rest, I read books like Mastika and few magazines. Mastika has many strange and ordinary stories. Therefore, it helped me to be more mature in life. I read what an adult read so that I could think like them. Moreover, I could learn about life in a wider perspective.

In conclusion, my reading history has rooted from many different sources. All that has helped me to look at world from the new perspective.

...wRItinG oBSTAcleS...

Writing is a must part in developing proficiency when we learn a new language. As in English, we must consider several aspects in producing a good piece of writing. Some of the aspects are grammar, vocabulary, sentence pattern and many more.

For me, writing in English sometimes can be an easy task but sometimes it provides quite a challenging task to be completed. While finishing writing in English, I did go through several hardships which hindered to complete the task in more easy way.

First and foremost, I was lack of vocabulary. It made me stuck and cannot continue the writing when I could not find any words that suit with my idea. To solve this problem, I would look up the dictionary and find synonym to search for the words that I want.

Second is the grammar part. English is a language which has many rules to be followed. Occasionally, I would be more careful in this part so that I would not make an obvious grammar mistakes. Tenses are the most part that I am worried with. I have a problem where I always get confused how to use those tenses in English.

Third is the flow of ideas. In order to produce a good essay, the points must be in sequenced and have a flow so that the reader can easily understand our story. However, for me, there were times where my idea would jumble up did not suit the flow of the essay. To avoid this, I normally would make a mind map and put all my points so that I can see my points clearly and how to arrange it.

Fourth is searching of ideas. When I was not very familiar with the topic given, it made me hard to find good points. As a result, I always goy stuck in writing where I could not find points to support the essay. What I would do is I would consult my friends and search from internet.

Overall, learning how to write is an ongoing process. In order to upgrade my level proficiency, I would read more so that I could be more familiar with the language.

...high fidelity...

'High fidelity' is one of the classic love story about Rob Gordon, an owner of a record music shop. He was trying to find his mistakes in his past relationship with girls. He was looking back his life by introducing one by one the girls that he used to date before through his top five most memorable breakup. All the girls left him except for one, Penny. However, he was most affected when he broke up with Laura. In the movie, Rob desperately wanted Laura back in his life and it proved when he waited for Laura outside of her house in the raining. While he was trying to get Laura back, he also reflected his life and wondered why he failed in love. Finally, he managed to correct his mistakes and learned what love is all about. He also got Laura back in his life, the girl he was really in love.

From the movie, the most obvious issue that the author highlighted was love does not need to be perfect. In the normal love fictions, the heroin and the hero always being described as someone who is really perfect, from the physical, until the well-being of his/her life. However, in 'High Fidelity', Rob Gordon was only an ordinary man, an owner of a record music shop who was also a flaw character. Apart from that, the common love story always tell us about a guy meets a girl and then they fall in love. Throughout their relationship, many obstacles would come out which can hinder them from staying together. And normally, in the end, they can still live happily ever after. In this movie, it was very contradict to the common love fictions. It was about a guy who consistently failed in love, trying to find his mistakes and to correct them.

After watching the movie, I cannot found which character I like most. It was because the story was mainly about Rob Gordon and his life. Therefore, he was the one who involved much in the story. However, I did find Rob's friend, Dick, was quite interesting. He was quiet and more polite compared to the other characters. He seemed innocent and soft-hearted person. In the movie, he was like an observer in Rob's life. Finally, he also found his love and they really suit each other. It was so sweet to see his character beacause for me, the other characters were quite undecent.

Obviously in the movie, Rob and Laura seemed to be a perfect couple who finally stayed together. Nevertheless for me, it would be more interesting if more conflict arrived when they were together. I suggest that Laura's ex-boyfriend, Ian, will come and and take revenge to Rob for stealing his girlfriend. And then they will fight each other to win Laura's heart. It would be more appealing if they do some stupid things just to get Laura back in their heart. It will create more excitement and hillarious. Here, as the viewers we can see whether Rob has really changed his attitude or not.

.......New sEMesTeR.......

busy!!hectic!!miserable!!
oh, my God!!
i am now in sem 5

in a gloom morning
starts a new life
emotionally and mentally
need to be prepared

the new semester
flying over me
Yet
I'm still not ready!
still in a sizzling holidays
But!
Wake up and change!!!
no more dreaming

the new semester is coming...

With the new semester coming to me, everything need to be changed. No more procrastinate, blurring, lazy. Because for this sem, I'm going to face more challenging and tough subjects. most of he subjects are three credit hours. So, I need to work more. That's what occur in my mind about the new sem.

The first week in the new sem, most of the things were still messed up. The timetable changed a lot, the problem with the registration for co curriculum, and the most miserable one was accommodation.

Started to stay in Mawar College in Section 2, it really gave me a burden to go to the faculty. I need to wake up as early as I can just to fight for the bus with other students. However, after going through all the hardships, I finally got my place in Akasia College in Section 18. It gave me more pleasure as it is nearer to my faculty.

Last but not least, I do hope that this semester will give me better future. From now on, I'm going to study more hard and smart!
InsyaAllah..